I am just watching my bonus go down the toilet.

And it's frustrating to all hell.

Why should any of them care?! It's not like it's THEIR bonus.

Speedway is so damn stupid with their bonuses and how you gain one.

I shouldn't be recieving one from a store I no longer work at.

Just because I left mid month shouldn't matter.

Because I have to sit there and just expect fifty bucks compared to my usual three hundred bucks.

That's bullshit.

I don't work my ass off for fifty goddamn dollars.

I just need to breathe.

In deeply.

And keep reminding myself.

It's almost July.