Well, I figure I should update everything that's been going on recently. 1) Mike and I can't move yet. We've got a lot of debts that we need to pay off. $1,700 for our apartment alone. He's also got a credit card and a car to get off our chests. Hopefully December, but most likely January or February. 2) I've been so stressful lately that I've been avoiding everyone in the known world in order to just breathe. I've been playing a lot of Diablo 2 just so I can do something without people knowing who I am. For once, I'd like to be known just as a character. 3) Garrett sent me a really nice message that really cheered me up. ~"You are not easy to get a long with. Sometimes, you take opposing viewpoints just for the hell of it, the thrill of pushing peoples buttons But you know what? Why the fuck else would you matter to us? If you were an ounce different than who you are, it'd be boring."~ It's kinda nice to know that people think of me when I don't force them to. 4) I'm in love with a new song. It's called Prayer and it's by Mankind is Obsolete. I'll put the lyrics at the end of this post. It just makes me really think. I donno. It could just be that little part of me that is Hikari. She's been forcing herself through a lot lately. I'm guessing I'm growing weak again and she's forcing herself out so I don't seem it. What a good personality. I guess. ~Kaylaface♥ ===== Prayer - Mankind is Obsolete Waking life Watching myself from a distance Grown from you Endless imperfection I stumble on my words Spilled out to you Scenes spill in Scenes spill out And still I’m left With one I can’t forget And it’s here I’m left to remember you So what I didn’t need you anyway If I pretend This’ll make it all okay So what I didn’t need you anyway If I pretend This’ll make it all okay If only I could rise again After such a long, bitter sleep If only I could dream again After all that I have seen If I follow all the footsteps of The echoes of the past Will I ever know the truth That’s made me who I am? Whispered once The loudest scream of all The failing voice Forgot to speak When it mattered most of all So what I didn’t need you anyway If I pretend This’ll make it all okay So what I didn’t need you anyway If I pretend This’ll make it all okay