I. Am. So. Tired. Of. This. Shit. She fucking thinks I'm jealous because I believe she's taking him away from me?! HA! Far fucking from it. Why the hell would Mike leave the woman he loves more then life itself for some fucking 16 year old Emo who lives in Washington? Honestly. Where the fuck does she get this fucking bullshit?! I told her to not bring up anything between us or I would forbid him from talking to her. I'm not fucking kidding. I fucking will. I'm going to ban him from talking to her for a week starting tomorrow. I'm so sick of this shit. I'm tired of her thinking she has to fucking tip toe around me because no one else fucking thinks that! My best friend, who I have spent hours with, knows that she doesn't have to walk around me. She would walk through me if I started shit. She would tell me off. That is why I love her so much. But why in the hell would I have to tell her off? She's not fucking up her life. She's not dwelling in the past and things that make her feel like shit. I gave up two good friendships for Katey. I'm sick of doing that now. I'm not doing it again. I fucking refuse. Why waste my time on some little Emo whore? It's not fucking worth it.