I wrote this yesterday... "Shadow" Have you ever flet that welling of rage inside you that wants to break free? I have. It haunts me day and night taking its feed from my soul and slowly forcing out the light. Soon, there won't be anything left. When the darkness desides to consume you, there is nothing stopping it. All you feel is pain. You can't speak. You can't breathe. Maybe it is because you don't want to. I don't know. But for whatever is inside me, I'm frightened. There is no place to run. There is no one to hear you scream. You are trapped inside yourself as your light begins to disappear. Some let in the dark. But for those like me, we try to fight it. We are so frightened of it that we try to run and scream our lungs out. But no matter how hard you try, no one will see you and no one will hear you. That is what it is like to be alone. You have nothing but fear and that is how I prefer to live. If someone reads this, try to understand that no matter how hard you'll try, I'll still be lost within myself. Darkness is consuming me no matter what you try to do. My voice is dry and my legs hurt. My light is almost gone and this is my final farewell. Soon, I will be nothing bu a shadow to you all. I'm sorry for not updating in a while. I have been busy with something else...I love you Aimee... I'm nothing...Kari