Listening to: Breathe No More - Evanescence
Feeling: depressed
Yeah...I got two of them. >< And they're both a fucking nuts at me. First off...the one I've had longer.
I met Paula in 8th grade. At first, I wanted to beat her face in. I thought she was a little miss-know-it-all. Then, I started to get to know her. She helped me find writing. ^^ And I write something everyday now.
At times, our friendship get's kinda rocky. Other's...you hardly can get me away from her. When I still lived in Logan, I practically lived at her house. The last semester of Freshman year was me over at her house. I got a ride home from her and her sister, Beth, everyday. I'm friends with her sister and her parents like me for some strange odd reason. Oo They still like me even tho I'm Gothic. That's pretty kick ass.
We have nicknames for each other. I call her Jolie which means pretty in French and she calls me Belle (beya) which means beautiful in Spanish. She's my Jolie and I would do anything to protect her. I still have a fucking asshole to kill. >< That bastard is going down!
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I met Leslie Sophomore year when I moved here to Indy. I knew from the first day that I saw her that we were going to be friends and we hit it off pretty good. And by good, I mean fucking awsome. We had French 3/4X together. I guess what really got us close was the fact we had a shit load of classes together my Junior, her Sophomore year. v.v Yeah...she's a year younger than me. She's exactly a year and two days younger than me. >> *didn't keep count*
Leslie has been here for me when my depression got really bad. She's one of the first ppl that I actually let inside my wall. Now, she says that the real me is really starting to show. ^^ I'm glad. It's harder than hell to fucking do! ><
Leslie and I also have nicknames. We're both now in Japanese. ^^ I did it! I call her Nezumi which is mouse. She has this nickname...Mousling...and we just put it in Japanese. -_- She calls me Kitsune which means fox. She has this fox tail and I wore it a bunch once. >> I was a slutty fox for Holloween. Long story short, I'm now Kitsune. ^^
Kitsune
And I bleed
I bleed
And I breathe
I breathe no more
Oooo long entries
~Katja
Do you know you have a tail?