I'm done pretending I'm someone I'm not. I'm sick of being a pawn. I'm sick of feeling worthless, but it's not about me.

I'm standing up for myself. Kind of sad that the person who wanted me to thinks I'm being two-faced. Of course, I don't find it shocking. I do find it disappointing because I lead myself to believe that he changed. How wrong I was.

I can't prove anything to him because he won't see. So, I guess I'm just going to quit trying.

I knew I shouldn't have come back. It was just a waste of everyone's time. I'm going to let you all win and disappear again. There is no release in this.

~Kayla