[I can't live without her.] The next day was the same. Evan tried to cheer Kari up. But this time, Kari didn't even smiled. Evan looked at her in confusion. "Kar, what is it?" he asked her as he parked his car. "Nothing," she replied in a monotoned voice. "Are you sure? I mean, you locked yourself in your room yesterday after school. You only came out to eat. And I can swear I heard you crying." "Evan, I'm fine," Kari said, slightly annoyed. "Goddamn it, Kari. I fucking know you. What in the hell is wrong?!" he yelled. Kari looked at him. She opened the car door and got out. Evan sighed. Kari slammed the door. Evan scrambled to get out. He ran up to her. Kari ignored him. "Kari, listen to me. Kari stop!" He grabbed Kari by her arms. She looked at him in suprise. "I want to know what is wrong. I'm tried of pretending that nothing is going wrong. I can't stand to see you like this. I fucking love you, Kari." She looked at him. Tears began to form in her blue eyes. "Evan, I don't know what to do anymore," she sobbed. Evan looked at her. "Let's get out of here. Let's go back home." Kari nodded. They began to walk back to the car when Kat approached them. "School's the other way," she said. "Kat, just let us go," said Evan. "You guys just can't skip." "What's going to happen to us? We live on our own," Evan said. Kari looked at Kat. Tears were beginning to fall from her eyes. Kat looked at her. "Kari, what's wrong?" "I need to go home, Jolie. I need to stay home for a day." "Alright," Kat whispered lowering her head. "But, you need to tell me what's happening tomorrow." Kari didn't reply. She began to walk towards Evan's car. Evan looked at Kat before running to catch up with Kari. Kari waited for Evan to unlock the door. She climbed in. Then, everything seem to crash down. She began to bawl. Evan looked at her. He leaned over and took her in his arms. Kari sat there, her arms rapped around her. Evan closed his eyes. He wanted to cry with her. He wanted to feel her pain as well. But most of all, he wanted to kiss those tears away and tell her that everything would be alright. Yet, he knew that no matter how much he told her that, she still would feel this pain. She would still keep herself locked away from the world. Kari would never open up. --------- I'm so sorry, Jolie. Can you ever forgive me? Help me find my sweet suicide...Kari