I'm sick. Really sick. If I didn't love Mike so much, I wouldn't be up. I would be in my nice, soft bed sleeping more. Sleep is good. I love sleep. So, I'm waiting for him, hoping that he'll get on soon so I can talk to him. Don't know if that will happen tho. He hasn't checked my e-mail yet. v.v I really do miss him.
*coughs up a lung*
DAMN HOMECOMING! ><
Kari
To my mother to my father
It's your son or your daughter
Are my screams loud enough for you to hear me?
Should I turn this up for you
I sit here locking inside my head
Remembering everything you said
The silence get's us nowhere
Get's us nowhere way too fast
~~~~
Your connection with darkness is through
self-harming. Life has hurt you so badly and it
feels like it always will. Of course, you just
want to get rid of it and has found out that
cutting releases your pain and tension. After
all, now it's you who decides to inflict pain,
not someone else. Perhaps you even feel guilty
afterwards when you've "come to your
senses". Due to this you tend to wear
long-sleeved shirts, if it's the wrists your
cutting. You fear your scars will be seen and
often keep away from people physiclly. Some
cutters just want to get caught doing it, to be
saved and for someone to care for them and
understand. While others may do it just because
there is too many problems they have to deal
with, and inflicting harm upon themselves seems
to be a good way out. This is the point where
I'm supposed to say that you should talk to
someone. The thing is though, I know as well as
you, it's hard seeking help. But it's still
highly recommended that you stop harming
yourself.
What is your connection with darkness? [pics]
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Listening to: For You - Staind
Feeling: sinful
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