We can start trying again.
I've gone through hell and climbed my way back out.
My emotions are more in check now.
So, maybe I am okay.
And it's more then just okay, I have finally seen that there is more to me then just what I see before me.
I want more in my life.
I want to work harder for everything I can be.
I know that I am so much more then what I already am.
Having a family is just a step in becoming what I've always dreamed.
August can't come fast enough.
Two will finally become one.
Then, and finally, I will be the woman that I truly want to be.
And hopefully, the stars will allign right to give me the greatest gift I have ever wanted.
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im coming home again
and now i know where i belong
reeling from my instincts
cause i realise im not alone