Hey, how about you all shut the fuck up? You're doing a good job of forgetting. I think you're missing the forgiving part.

Also, I am owed an apology. While I didn't think I had to apologize to you for my shit about your plot, I did it anyway and I actually meant it. You said a bunch of shit you shouldn't have and don't think I don't know you're saying shit behind my back. I haven't done ANYTHING to either of you but write in something that I've had for six years. It's my RIGHT to come here to vent, to try to get some clarity into my own thoughts and feelings.

Sorry Mike cares about me. Sorry he hates seeing me outcasted yet again, from bullshit drama that doesn't even need to fucking be here.

The solution to the problem is NOT just forgetting, it requires forgiveness as well. If you people can't sit there and talk it out like adults, then nothing will be solved. Nothing.

So go ahead and continue to bash me behind my back like cowards. Get sick from drama that you continue on. I can't do anything anymore. I don't even want to RP because of this. I'm afraid to get on the site because I could have rude PMs waiting for me or I'll see some long winded message posted about how I'm a horrible fucking person.

You know what I don't want? Being banned again for standing up for myself.

So be happy, you're beating a crippled dog. I hope you feel some sort of victory in your lives.

~Kayla

lying to yourself again suicidal imbecile

think about it youre pounding on the fault line

whatll it take to get through to you precious

go with this why do you wanna throw it away like this

such a mess why would i wanna want you