Yeah...I kinda started a fight last night on my site. I really didn't mean to. v.v Yet, when I get really pissed, I don't know what I am thinking and I end up hurting ppl. I was shaking I was so mad last night. *blinks* I think I've been that mad maybe twice in my life. Oo And it's not cool. *sighs* Garrett quit. I told him that I hated him. I don't hate him. It's quite opposite. I love him. I really love him. *sighs again* I don't love him as much as I love Mike. I would kill myself before that happens. Mike is everything to me. I told him last night that I want him to marry me. Yeah, I love him that much. It's like...when I'm not with him, part of me withers away. When I'm with him, I can't stop smiling. There is a change in me and I don't want it to go away. So, fuck you all who think that I'm just going to hurt him. Fuck everyone who thinks that I don't know what love is. If I never met him, I would have killed myself by now. That is how seriously he has changed me. Kitsune And these days I spend away I'll make up for this I swear I need your love to hold me up When it's all too much bear When the night falls in around me And I don't think I'll make it through I use your light to guide the way Cause all I think about is you