Yeah...Garrett's back on the SC. He's even on SCTNG. I'm not exactly thrilled. He wants to get Armok and Rose together. I admit, I don't want that. I really don't. Kayet really puts her heart into playing Rose. She said that Rose is like her. I just...I don't want Rose with Armok or any of Garrett's characters. I don't even want Sakaki with Armok. I don't want any of her characters with his. I just...I don't feel safe with it. I really don't. I don't know whether it's me being stubborn or it's the fact that I just don't want her to be hurt again. I mean...she says that she's content being friends with him...that can change. It can change and I'm afraid of that. I really am. I won't be able to keep my mouth shut again. I refuse to. I don't want her to want to be with him again. I don't want her with him again. I don't. I fucking do not. I mean...I want her to decide AFR/Rose. I do...but I want Kari to be with AFR. But I guess it doesn't matter what she chooses. If she chooses AFR/Rose, she'll just hook Sakaki up with Armok. I'm gonna lose no matter what. Maybe I should just suck up my pride and my feelings. Do what Amanda does. Wouldn't it be best? I believe so. It's so confusing, but I know what I feel. I love my Kayet too much to let her just want to be with him again. I fucking refuse to let that happen. Yet, I'll never stop it if it does happen. *sighs* The stuggles of really caring for someone.