Jees. I should update every now and then so I don't feel like I'm going crazy. Work is been a pain and I've just been too busy for pretty much anything.

Mike got an interview for Sams!! FINALLY! Overnights. QQQQQ I donno how well I'll be able to sleep at night with him not home, but it's a job and work and I just want him to feel like he's not a worthless turd. It'll help him well with his diet, too! Sitting at home trying to not eat is effing hard and I don't know how he does it. Dx I couldn't. Of course, I need to stop porking up myself. Too much McDs food. WAY too much. I gained 15 pounds and I hate it. Sure, 15 doesn't seem like a lot, but it is to someone who has some sort of skinny body. I say somewhat because I'm not the thinnest thing in the world, but I'm not a chunky blob. xD Right now, I feel like a chunky blob. I'm starting to eat a bit better though.

I also applied for Sams. Hopefully they'll give me a call for something. A second job would be hard, but I really need the money right now. I don't think I could express that need. We need to get out of this place and get one of our own. I want my own home. QQ

I'm close to achieving something. Once we get out of debt and get ourselves back on a steady life, I'm going to get loans and head my ass to school. I think I have my heart set on Meteorology. I may take some writing classes as well just to pass some time and really strive for being a writer. Short story, novel or poetry, I don't really care. I just want to put my words out there and put a mark in the literary world in some way.

I also need to learn to spell. Like srsly. Bah.

~Kayla

i feel you by my side

and im sure i cant forget you

youre inside of me