I want it so bad right now. I want to feel that steel against my skin. I want the sting of the blade. Most of all, I want to taste my blood as it drips down my arms. I want it. I need it. I am tired of hiding from it. I'm so afraid of it. I hate it. Yet, I must have it...like Tim...like every one I have hurt...like myself. Damn it...not now...please...not now... Kari Cut my life into pieces This is my last resort Suffacation, no breathing Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding