v.v I'm listening to all my music on Windows Media Player and "Here Without You" has just come on. *sniffles* "I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight, it's only you and me..." *sighs* I have 9 days. 9 fucking days. I can do it. I can handle it. >< *is so lying* I'm fucking freaking out. I want him here, like now! I love Mike so damn much. GAH! >< 9 fucking days! *throws several rocks* To make things even better...it's raining outside. I love the rain, but not in the fall. It's fucking cold. >< I hate the fall. I hate winter. How could anyone stand the fucking snow and cold weather?! It's clueless to me. I'm fucking moving somewhere warm when I'm older. >> I'm gonna have to drag Mike with me, but I hope he doesn't protest. ^^ Japan sounds fun. *grins then sighs* 9 fucking days! GAH! >< Kitsune Oh...I'm changing this back to public. I really don't care if my dad sees it now. I'm not cutting anymore. ~~~~ Take a breath and I draw from my spirit's well Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child Lie to me Convince me that I've been sick forever And all of this Will make sence when I get better But I know the difference between myself and my reflection I just can't help but to wonder Which of us do you love So I bleed I bleed And I breathe I breathe no Bleed I bleed And I breathe I breathe I breathe I breathe no more