Baaaah. 2 AM arguments that turn into 3:30 AM McDs trips are both frustrating and amusing. I'm sorry I got pissed baby. X.x And I'm sorry I turned into super bitch everyone else. I've been rather frustrated lately. Work sucks ass and what makes it worse is the fact that I may not have a ride to work some days because "TAKE THE BUS" is the reaction I get. I have very little money as it is. I can't effing afford a goddamn bus. Yeah, yeah. $1.50. That equals $3 a day. That right there is less then I have on me. So, yeah. And on nights when I close, I won't have a ride til 1 AM if Mike closes. I hate making coworkers linger around for me. Thankfully Joe will. And Susie can give me a ride Sunday night.

Not only that, I want my goddamn transfer to the McDs closer to home. Like, it's srsly less then five minutes away. I'm thinking about asking my dad for money for a scooter for my b-day. I'll take my own ass to work. I'll look completely retarded and a bit gay, but whatev. I'll get to work on my own when there isn't snow on the ground. Let's face it, scooter plus snow equals dead Kayla. I still gotta look at prices and shyte. Hopefully a good one that goes at least 45 won't be too expensive. D: Hopefully.

Bah. But either way, the Taurus is GONE. Mike's parents bought an AMAZING car for srsly 12 grand. They bought an amazing car that should be worth 30 grand for 12 grand. But either way, they are giving us their old car because Mike's car is leaking/burning oil. Le sigh. And we're only getting $225 for it. xD Well, his parents are. Either way. A CAR THAT WORKS! I donno how I feel about it yet, but they were right. We can't afford a new car. But I bet we save more on gas. That will be a savior in the end. I also wanna buy a toaster and name it after the piece of shit. Mike and I have an ongoing joke about it. xD

Also, Dave, for you I will be BANGARANG!

~Kayla

so ashamed of waking

all my life you failed to keep me safe

my whole worlds forsaken

wont let you destroy my faith again