Chapter 8: Missing ...Please, please forgive me...But I won't be home again...Maybe someday you'll look out...And barely concsious you'll say to no one...Isn't something missing?... Kari sat against the backboard of her bed. Tears fell out of her blue eyes, staining her night shirt. Her fan blew against her bare legs, chilling her. Yet, she did nothing to cover them up. She let them remain bare. She allowed herself to freeze. ...You won't cry for my absence I know...You forgot me long ago...Am I that unimportant?...Am I so insignificant?...Isn't something missing?...Isn't somone missing me?... Her nightmares had awakened her. She hated feeling the water burning in her throat and lungs. It truely felt like she was drowning. She just couldn't help to wonder if she really drowned, would anyone care. ...Even though I'm the sacrifice...You won't try for me, not now...Though I'd die to know you love me...I'm all alone...Isn't something missing?...Isn't someone missing me?... Kari sank down into her bed. She pulled her covers over her and leaned into her fan. She wanted to just slit her wrists and watch her cares bleed away. She wanted the nightmares to end. She wanted it all to go away. ...Please, please forgive me...But I won't be home again...I know what you do to yourself...I breathe deep and cry out...Isn't something missing?...Isn't someone missing me?... Her eyes closed, sending her into the darkness of her asleep mind. How she wished that she could see light instead of dark. She wanted to be saved. She wanted to stop feeling like her life ment nothing and that the only way for this to stop was to kill herself. Yet, she felt that suicide was the only answer. It was the only way for her to get free. ...Even though I'm the sacrifice...You won't try for me, not now...Though I'd die to know you love me...I'm all alone...Isn't something missing?...Isn't something... She was drowning again. This time, she woke up imediatly. She just laid there the rest of the night. She was too afraid to close her eyes. ...Even though I'm the sacrifice...You won't try for me, not now...Though I'd die to know you love me...I'm all alone...Isn't something missing?...Isn't someone missing me?...