I am seriously so sick of being told that I'm never around to talk to. I'm ALWAYS fucking on. I listen to Garrett. To Kayet. To Dave. To Katja. I listen to Shadow. Fucking hell. I'm not the one that's not around. I'm so tired of being yelled at for things that I do fucking do. I'm so sick of being told that I do not know anything. WELL OF COURSE I DON'T FUCKING KNOW! If a best friend can't open up to you, then what good am I at being a best friend?! None. I'm worth shit. I'm not doing this anymore. Come to me when you see that I'm not the one who fucked up. Come to me when you damn well know that you can talk to me without me having to yell at you for something that doesn't even go along with what the hell we were talking about. I am not prying. I don't pry. I never have. I never will. You don't tell me everything when I'm pissed off. I'm sorry, but you don't. All it's gonna get you is a "fuck you" and me blocking you. I'm not going to deal with your shit. Don't expect me to magically know what the hell is going on. I'm not Hikari. I'm not your God. I'm Kayla Ann Hutsell, soon to be Lindenmuth. I'm 20 years old and live in Rochester, New York. I'm from Indiana. I was born to John and Cynthia Greer on Thursday, August the 13th at 2:11 PM. My name was changed to Hutsell at the age of 2 when Milford Hutsell adopted me. My sister, Meghan, was born after I turned 3. She's one of the closest things I have to family. My grandparents, Danny and Judy Collins, are the two most important figures in my life. Without them and my sister, I would not be here. After my parent's divorce at the age of 7, I met the man who I really count as my father, Bill. He showed me so much in so little words and I love him so much. I'm a troubled woman. I have a bipolar mother. I never hear from her. I'm fucked up in every way, shape or form. I can't trust people and I hate liars. I'm very angry. I have no real friends. Those I do have are over the internet. I can't do anything alone. I have to have someone help me. My fiancee, Mike, is the only one who can stick around and love me without trying to change me. I listen to all who come to me and I give advice when needed. I do not like repetition. It angers me. I do not sugar coat things. I tell the cold hard truth the way I see it. If you don't tell me everything, I'm most of the time horribly wrong. This is who I am. Love me or hate me. I cannot change who I am. ~Kaylaface♥