Spoke too soon I guess. I guess me coming around did fuck up a lot. I shouldn't have asked. I shouldn't have even been excited for those two days of fun. It just fucking sucks. I would do anything to be involved again. Anything. People just won't give me the chance. It's so unfair, but I guess that is what I deserve. I fucked up my character and there is now no way to even fix it. I want to try still. I would do anything to try. I guess they can't get me down about that. And it's shocking that the only person or even ally I have there is the one person that I thought I would hate forever. I thank him for giving me another shot. I'm still willing to keep giving him one. ~Kayla