I don't know what today will be like. I'm going to have Matt and Jolie at my house...alone. With just me, as you can guess. I hope that it is going to be fun! I mean, I have so much fun with them. I just hope that I can hang with them all summer! That would be so much fun! I have fun! I am happy! *sighs* But not as happy when my Fallen Angel is hurt. He needs me and I can't be there for him when I am in Logan. My dad has strict rules and I cannot follow them. I can't. Not if it means the happiness of a best friend. He's like my brother. I love him to death. I cannot lose him. I don't want to slip back into darkness. I need him to survive. I have to survive. *sighs* I must go. I have other things to do. Kari Rest in me and I'll comfort you I have lived and I died for you Abide in me and I vow to you I will never forsake you