I'm in a huge Scott Pilgrim mood. D: I wanna watch it agaaaaaaain!! I have to wait until Christmas tho. -sniffle- Downloading a demo of Photoshop CS5. I have to see if I can find a key gen that works. One I did find had a bug, but my computer got it and it went bye bye. There are others I can find. I just need a regular one I think. D:

I'm back with my dad and I have to say that I'm absolutely miserable. I haven't felt this alone in a long time. I've been here for only a week and I already am going absolutely crazy. First I get told that my clothes smell like ass and I have to get rid of them ALL. I bypassed most of that. Fuck them. I'm not getting rid of my clothes. Buy me all new HT shit then, assholes. Then, I tell them that I cannot eat sour cream. Like, it makes me physically sick. What does my dad do? Thinks it's a huge joke to tell me that the pizza I am eating has sour cream in it after I eat four pieces. This then leads up to me being up trying to not puke for a good chunk of the night and next morning. I then get yelled at to get out of bed to redial a number so they can book a fucking Disney Cruise that I am NOT going on. That costed me my internet. A stomach ache of something I told them I can't eat cost me the internet.

I can't raid. I can't stay out of bed past midnight. I have to be in my room. Thank god I have an iPod with speakers and a Nintendo DS or I'd go fucking crazy.

The only saving grace is the fact that I have a job interview tomorrow. It's for a gas station near by that I have to walk to because I will not have a ride. I'm hoping that I get night shifts. I'll be there alone, sure, but I won't have BS to deal with and OMG I'll have to be up late at night. So they can kiss my ass. Hopefully the late night shifts will be kind to me for raiding. I'm aiming for that, honestly. I'll take 2nd or 3rd shifts. If I have to work 2nds, I will not be getting up early nor will I be going to bed early. It works out well in my favor. Maybe then I can get my comp in my room. I plan on buying a cheap desk and a monitor first thing. They can fucking kiss my ass otherwise. I'll get the comp in my room that way I won't goddamn bother them when they are sleeping. This also means I shouldn't have to ever be in their way. I love that part.

I donno. I fucking hate this. I hate feeling absolutely alone. I hate it more that I really have nowhere to even call home. Meh, oh fucking well. Sometime soon, I'll have my baby again and I'll know what it's like to be home again.

~Kayla

just go and leave this all behind

cause i swear i dont care