Went home early today. Damn cramps! >< *wants to tear out female organs* *doesn't because I want children* v.v Sad how things suck. What even sucked was I got out with at least an hour to talk to Mike. But did I get to? NO! My mom took me to where she worked. So, I got to sleep on a couch dreaming about him. *sighs* And what a dream. Can't remember much of it. I fell asleep when October by Evanescence came on. I guess that's what sparked the dream. All I remember was him pulling my chin up and his smile. GAH! *throws things* DAMN IT MOM! I WANTED TO TALK TO HIM! v.v Really bad. I miss him. I miss him a lot right now. And what hurts more is the fact that we even RP like we miss each other. It's kinda sad how Kari and AFR love each other so much, but can't be together. I guess that symbolises the distance. But the only difference is that our characters are married to other ppl. So, my alter ego is missing Armok at the moment. I've been Hikari all day, if you wanted to know. I really didn't want to be me because of how much I miss my Fallen Angel. *gasps* SPEAKING OF WHICH! I was kinda SOL at 9 when my internet shut off leaving me with YIM. So, I had Mike RP Kari for me. Well, I was doing alright till he had AFR call Kari what he calls me. He had him call her his Guiding Light. *sighs* I freaked out. I nearly passed out. I couldn't think of anything. I was just in such a state of shock that I cried and laughed. It was just the most beautiful thing. God, how I love him. I miss him too. It's so weird how one person can change everything about you. He's my everything, my life. Without him...I wouldn't be writting this. That shows you how much I need him... Kari My only hope My only peace My only joy My only strength My only power My only life My only love