I am just having a shitty weekend and I keep trying to see the good in it. I keep trying so damn hard. My internet may be turned off, but I'm going to try to convince ppl to pay for it for my b-day cause right now, this is my only sanity to the world. This is the only way I look for jobs and contact people. I really need it. I'm hanging on an edge, but I keep trying to hold on. Maybe today won't be as shitty. I'm really hoping. Of course, the crazy lady I live with doesn't want my family coming here because apparently her house is going to offend them or something which makes zero sense cause they don't care about her. They care about me. She's special. And Mike's dad wants to bitch at my mom and I'm just stuck between a rock and a hard place. I just don't know what to do. -sigh- Happy Anniversary baby! Four years today. I love you. ♥ ~Kayla