I could bitch all day about how much work fucking sucks, cause it does, but I'm not. But slowly most of these fucking people are losing respect in my book. I think it's time to start looking for a new job. *nodnod* The new site is coming along S L O W L Y ! ! ! I'm just having a hard time coming up with ideas and people who I can trust to help me out. X.x I need Jolie around. I know we'll both do the new AD. YAY! AD IS BACK! I'm changing it a lot though. I'm going to try to keep it to what we originally had. Cascata will be coming back and probably the Matriz and the Order. Society is going BYE BYE! Sticking with no powers and more Sci-Fi. But Mike and I might be making a private RPG for Hikari and Candice. I'd like that a lot. v.v I just hope that he would actually RP on it. It would mean the world to me. I love RPing with him. I miss it deeply. I just wish he understood that. Sometimes I wonder if he thinks about that kind of stuff. Back then...we were something...wonderful. Now? We're just like any other couple and it's just not the same. I want us to be different from the rest. I want us to be us. Of course, that's asking way too much and I push him off the computer a lot. I just wanna get something on this site so some people have something to come over for. I also have to wait until my damn application either moves or I have to ask ShinLi to destroy the old one so I can make a new one. I wonder if she is sick of me yet. X.x Two site applications deleted and a name change. Bah. I'd be sick of me. I am sick of me. xD My mind is just in all sorts of places tonight. Though, talking to Mikeluff was just amazingly good for me. It was nice to have a friendly face around. I hope that it stays, but we know me. *sigh* I really just hope I can change. I promised Mike. I fucking promised. I'll do anything to make everything up to him. I owe him something. I owe him much more. I love him so much. ~Kaylaface♥