I'm feeling a lot better. I mean, I'm still stressed the hell out, but it's not as bad as it was. I donno, I'm just quite content in only having one person in my life I can spill the contents of my soul to. I hate where I live. I hate how I live. I hate not being near my family, 'specially my sister. I miss her the most out of everyone.

All I have lately is music, some part of WoW and RPing with Mike and Amanda. Well, Amanda when she's on. I believe she was busy this weekend. Wish I could say the same. -le sigh-

Honestly, I'm quite content with having no friends. I guess that's the loner part of me. I hate being alone, but I know that if there is something I need to say, I got a few people that will listen. I just donno if I can consider them friends. I've been burned too many times by people I thought I could trust. Most were too selfish to even care. A few were my own doing. I'm hard to get along with, I know, but I still have yet to find someone I can connect with as well as I do with Mike. He may do shit that pisses me off, but he will always be there. I will always be there for him, too. I love him so much.

~Kayla

ive found a world where love and dreams and darkness all collide

maybe this time we can leave our broken world behind