I'm so sorry...I am so sorry for all of this. I can't live much longer...but I will keep my promise, Skye. I will live as long as I can, for you...for Jolie. I can't promise much more than that. I feel nothing right now cause I have willed the pain away. I am not thinking about it. I am pretending again. I hate to wear a mask...but I must to keep me from hurting myself...from hurting my best friends more... Help me find my sweet suicide...Kari