Breaking The Habit - Linkin Park Memories consume Like opening the wound I'm picking me apart again You all asume I'm safe here in my room Unless I try to start again I don't want to be the one The battles always choose 'Cause inside I realise That I'm the one confused I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I know it's not alright So I'm Breaking the habit Tonight Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than anytime before I have no options left again I don't want to be the one The battles always choose 'Cause inside I realise That I'm the one confused I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So I'm Breaking the habit Tonight I'll paint it on the walls 'Cause I'm the one at fault I'll never fight again And this is how it ends I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream But now I have some clarity To show you what I mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So I'm Breaking the habit Breaking the habit Tonight Imaginary - Evanescence I linger in the doorway Of alarm clock screaming Monsters calling my name Let me stay Where the wind will whisper to me Where the raindrops as their falling tell a story Chorus: In my field of paper flowers And candy clouds of lullaby I lie inside myself for hours And watch my purple sky fly over me Don't say I'm out of touch In this rampant chaos - you're reality I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge The nightmare I built my own world to escape ~~Chorus~~ Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights Oh how I long for the deep sleep dreaming The goddess of imaginary light ~~Chorus~~ Tourniquet - Evanescence I tried to kill the pain But only brought more I lay dying And I'm pooring crimson regret And betrayal Pre-Chorus: I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming Am I too lost to be saved? Am I too lost? Chorus: My God, my tourniquet Return to me salvation My God, my tourniquet Return to me salvation Do you remember me? Lost for so long Will you be on the other side Or will you forget me? ~~Pre-Chorus~~ ~~Chorus~~ (return to me salvation) Spoken: I want to die! ~~Chorus~~ My wounds cry for the grave My soul cries for deliverance Will I be denied Christ Torniquet My suicide I'm nothing...Kari