I ate lunch alone today. No one would talk to me...I guess I deserve this since I am different. Some friends I have. I don't know why I put up with them. My best friend wonders why she doesn't have any friends. I want to e-mail her and tell her to stop pushing those who love her away...I don't think she wants to lose me...I don't want to lose her. She is the only one that truely understands me. She knows what is happening to me and why...I guess...I need to find someone like me who would understand. I'm tired of being alone. I don't want to be alone...I hate it!!!! I'm Nothing...Kari