I think right now...I need the largest hug possible. Then...I need to give that to my mom. My mom and step-father are separating. There isn't a divorse in the works. I hope there isn't. Bill's the closest thing I have to a father. I think this time that I'll understand it more. I was 7 the last time. I'm not so much worried about me as I am for my mom...my sister. I don't know how Meghan is going to take this. She's younger than I am. *sighs* I'm fine right now, but I don't know when it will end. I just need some time to think. Please...no one bring it up. I don't know if I could handle it. Right now...I'm in shock. I don't think I'll start crying until I talk to Mike. I'm pretty good at holding it in till I talk to him. He's so easy to talk to. In other news...I think Katie and me are back to speaking terms. Well...we're speaking to each other. I still feel a tension...but I usually do after a fight. I just need a really big ass hug. So much has been going on lately that I need some time to think. I need a break from everything. I think I'll go talk to some adult tomorrow. I really need it. Kayla