I've decided that I maybe have 3 real friends. Kinda sad, isn't it? *sighs* I don't know what happened. I think it was mostly me. I've changed. I don't know if it is for the good or for the bad. I don't really care at the moment. *smiles* Mike and I made up. It took him a good hour and a half cause I was really pissed. Katie pushed me over the edge for no fucking reason. Yes, I'm holding a grudge. She automatically assumed something. One thing with me is...don't just automatically assume something cause you're pretty much wrong. I didn't expect her to understand it, but the lecture was uncalled for. *sighs* So...I'm not going to talk to her for a long time. I guess I'm kinda tired of hearing her complain about how she has no friends. I can see why. I saw it today. She just turns on you in two seconds flat and just keeps going. I try not to be a bitch to her, but I thought she understood that I don't need a lecture when I'm mad...I need someone to talk to. I guess I learned that she's not someone I can go to. This leaves no one but Mike. *sighs again* I'm all alone again...drowning in my own emptiness for pushing almost all those close to me away. Kayla Can't wash it all away Can't wish it all away Can't cry it all away Can't scratch it all away