This morning, I felt like shit. This afternoon, I felt even more like shit. Now...I really feel like shit. I almost asked to go to the restroom in 9th to cut. v.v I don't know why, but I really want it right now. I have felt so alone all day. Then, I started to miss Mike. I've been near tears all day. Life sucks ass. I just wish that it would end sometimes. I still wonder why it won't end. *sighs* But I don't want it to end. Why would I when I have the greatest person in my life? He's my whole world, my everything. I love him so much. I would die just to feel his lips against mine again. But I'm still that odd Gothic girl walking down the hallway with fake friends and a fake personality. Does anyone really see me? Can anyone save me? Kitsune I never said I'd lie and wait forever If I did we would be together now I can't always just forget her But she could try