i wrote an entry to put in here during spanish... but it was about Paul... and after reading cresten's comment... i just wanna cry not type... so screw it... its not like Paul cares ne ways... or like hell even ever read this... so wtf do i care ne more about him? why? why do i bother trying to make things right between us? why do i want to confide in him like i used to when we were such good friends? what happened? stupid happened. ill quit now.. im just gonna cry harder if i dont...