yeah we went to Marshall's today. Its like the generic store that gets all the extra stuff from thte mall. But yeah we were there to shop for Tristan but it ended up with me buying a black comfy jacket and Craig buying two shirts... one of which was rainbowish see through and stretchy. hes not gay, just reaaaaly comfortable with his sexuality. and it looks good on him. he reminds me of Ashton Kucher. really. but yeah then we went to Moore Music and were lookin at guitars and met up with Kyle, Pat, and Mike and we all decided to go to Opus 1 cuz Mike and I wanted to tear it up on some keyboards and pianos. Its friggen awesome cuz Mike's the one in the band, and when we have a "key off" every time he tells me that im so much better than him... but hell i gotta give it to him... hes good. Pat Kyle and Craig kinda just stood there and were like... whoa.. holy shit i didnt know you were that good. so yeah it was cool cuz i finally showed em that im not just a groupie.. but that ive actually got some talent. *sigh* crestens show tomorrow. i miss him like hell. really not him in person.. but him as in just uhh... my soul being content with his. i dont know. something like that. I want to talk to him.. about so much.. anything and everything. im probably so annoying to him sometimes.... thats my biggest fear. im afraid that im going to smother him and annoy him and hell just leave me. im still on for craigs saturday... i hope... only if cresten can get me somehow. i wanna get kinda wasted and just cuddle with cresten. i dont think im into anything more. *sigh* i wish the boy would update his "diary" or call me and have an in-depth conversation with me. but thats rare. sides hes goin through some shit with the family.. and he usually gets real distant when that stuff happens. anyways i love him and its 11 so im goin to bed cuz... whoa.. tomorrows friday and well its gonna be a bitch cuz i cant sleep through classes.