everyone should say hi to Jbone when he wites an entry. hes my second favorite. so yeah tonight was an emotional rollercoaster. ill talk about it sometime, but not ne time soon. im really just sick of talking about it. im all talked out... so theres nothing left for the diary. bleh i have a feild trip to the museum tom. to see my pic of cresten. the awards ceremony is tom. so . bleeh. fingers crossed.. maybe ill win something also. fiday will kick off spring break for me. it will probably be a lot of moped riding and reflection and me time. i might even go hiking in the woods.. jared ... isnt urs next week too? fuck nope its not forgot mater dei wasnt in the same county as me. friggen evansville sucks. but no. its just gonna be me, my moped, a camera, and some food. im just gonna let everything go. i might draw again. finally. i do have a new idea for a picture. besides the clock one. but yeah i like the idea. so im gonna take it and run with it. my eyes hurt from crying, but i still have to edit my paper, type my outline, overview and title page..... fuck. its 10 20 already. woot i do believe sleep is a privelege, not a right.