does he still adore me the way i do him? i love him more than anything. im not lying. he seems to think i dont love him. like im only with him because of his rep. or win some sort of unseen competition. it hurts... cuz... i cant even describe the way he makes me feel. since we've had that argument.. ive been trying to get over certain things. and by overlooking them im so happy. he is simply the best. i just wish i could tell him that and him believe me. ........ he posted a blog.... it scares me. i dont know what to think... theres more but this caught my attention... "And though a change has taken place And I no longer do adore her Still every God forsaken place Is always right around the corner" idk... maybe it doesnt mean anything. hopefully not. i hope he still truly loves me...