cool cool oh so coolyeah thats what my day has been so. i put the car in a ditch. but its ok. corey and craig pulled me out. but it rattled really bad. dont worry. chris washed off my rims. i didnt bend the rims. it doesnt rattle anymore. but i did break the plastic on the front. dont worry though. thats ok. its not really noticeable. but its none of this that i really care about so much. its the fact that this chick shawna. or whateverthefuckherfaceis. is his number two on myspace now. ?! wtf. so... he was bitching about how she was sending him messages about how hott he was and bullshit. and how hes not gonna talk to her anymore. but then. she gets all like "aah im emo, help me im suicidal!" and he calls her and talks to her for 3 hours this morning. yes. and i was trying to call him, all i got was voicemail. anyways. i know im probably overreacting jealously to that. b u t... its not really that that bothers me. its the fact that if. 1. some random guy from myspace sends me messages telling me how hott i am.. blah blah blah. 2. he gets all "suicidal" (which in this chick's case i think is bullshit. that shes probably an attention leech.. but whatever) and so i decide to help him out, by talking to him for a while. 3. KYLE WOULD BE PISSED OFF. if i told him about something like that. he would be completely pissed with me. and so im all like... whatever you know. ill let it go. im not mad. i dont really care. just dont understand this. and then so im upset. right about the car. you know. and i get on myspace. and there SHE is right next to me in his top 8. shes his NUMBER TWO! she lives in fucking owensville. shes never even met her! fuck. and he put her up there like theyre good ol friends you know. cuz he talked to her for three hours. ... can i remind you? not a half hour. oh whats wrong. well i hop things get better. you know im here if you need it. no! THREE FUCKING HOURS? im overreacting. yeah i know. but you would too. admit it. and its not really that. i think she really sees herself having a chance to steal him from me or something or you know.. i dont know. its like if she pulled off the damnzel in distress act. he comes running to save her. like a fucking prince. so she like. probably sees him as her SAVIOR now. she looks like a cunning bitch. with inside plans. get the fuck away from him. its like justiene. so i dont care if he wants to talk on the phone with TIFF for three hours. cuz TIFF has never sent him eighty bajillion messages telling him how FUCKING HOTT he is. but this chick... and he'd be soo pissed at me if i was the one who had done that. serriously. i hate this hypocrisy. its just hunky dory for him to do that shit. but yeah. i cant. fuck. if i had called tristan and just wanted to talk to tristand for three hours instead of kyle, kyle would be pissed. its like. fuck. man, i dont care, but i do. you know. its like. i dont care he talked to her. i just give a shit about the injustice. cuz like ive stated, probably five times already. hed be pissed at me if i did it.