you know. and while im at it. thats another thing that really gets to me, his whole. "so im on myspace, and i got this message from this chick and she was telling me that she thinks im hott.. blah blah blah" it fucking hurts. i dont want to hear it. yeah im glad he tells me. but i still dont know how he takes it. sometimes it seems like hes almost bragging about it. about how hott all these girls think he is. ok. so kent shmidtt checks me out in the hallways everyday. so theres this one freshman kid who hits on me at least once a week. sometimes i get random messages from people (i say people, cuz bi chicks send em to me too) telling me how gorgeous and hott, and pretty i am. but i dont care i just delete it. or just shrug it off. and go on my way. i dont tell kyle about it. cuz hed get kind of upset. and probably worry a little. it doesnt bother me. i just let them go. their words are nice, and yet sometimes derrogative, but in general nice, but i just let it go. its of no importance to me. but he like tells me every time he gets some chick hitting on him or checking him out or whatever. wherever he goes. whoever hes with they always hit on him i hate it. i dont get hit on. ever. i dont get checked out when im with him. hardly ever. i dont get hit on in general anymore. ok so ill get stares. like at wal mart. when im by myself. but if im with someone. no one even pays attention to me. guys i assume, either dont like me. or think im out of their leauge. i dont know. i really dont care. its just sometimes it kinda feels like he tries to make it a point to tell me how all these girls sweat him so bad. i know they do kyle. i hear them talk about you all the time. when they think im not paying attention, is when im paying them the most. remember that.