.......maaaaaah! why am i such a creepy crawly night person? why do i feel so much more comfortable roaming around at night? i swear i just walked all over st. wendel talking to kevin about his depressive "i need a grilfriend cuz im sad" problem. hes just lonely. i told him to dress zach up like a woman and date him he didnt go for that. i miss cresten. i really wish i could just walk out to Kyles and like jump him in his sleep over there, but then he would really think his girlfriend is a freak (as if he already doesnt).........fuck im tired. and i have to stay up for like another hour cuz friggen Kevin wanted to talk some more, but had to drive home. bah. cresten. bah. im really not obsessed. its just whats on my mind. tomorrow is on my mind. or really today since it is 12:16 am. i just cant wait to see him. feel him. yeah all that. doop doop shoo bop. thats right. allison coined a new term Whatevering- Verb. The act of appearing like dating but not really dating but being in love all at the same time.