addicted.... to love. i think. hes the only person that makes me live in the now instead of the past. i wont evaluate. we went to wired tonight and watched a band play.. and the keyboardist was like totally kickass! but when we were coming down out of the parking garage to go to Wired there were like these two guys dealin crack and stuff... it was funny cuz they were like hippies in buisiness clothes. whatever gets your kicks off. ne ways yeah so then we went to Stoked. and apparently crestens band has a gig there next weekend. i think he wants me to go... but he was talkin about goin over to a friends afterwards and i was like... uhh so how would i get there? tristan prob. if he can go. so umm about my previous entry....... no cresten didnt go. cuz thursday night his mom and her live in boyfriend got into it real bad and called it quits so i think theyre moving back into the trailer. i feel bad for him. gah. i cant beleive it. the world deals us so much crap to work around. all we have to look foreward to is getting out of this place. were going to england. its decided. we discussed it tonight. today was also the Winter Guard invitational. there was this really cool guy from New Albany there. they did an awesome routine. well first off... i hosted then (took them to warm ups.. equip. exctera...) but yeah the whole time me and their senior gaurd guy were talking. hes so cool. i enjoyed it. i went down to awards just to watch them and before he left he came up and said "thanks for your kind guidance.... *sigh* i dont even know your name... and ill never see you again... could have been good friends.. isnt the world shitty like that... well i guess thats bye" and well it was touching. but thats the bizz. it always works like that. meet new people that could be ur best friend given a week and theyre gone like *poof* dont worry cresten... he knew i had a boyfriend. :P oh well. i just sat around thinking about cresten the rest of the day. hes so wonderful. god. i do love him ever so much. i got free stickers today too.