cresten and i made up. most things are okay. i still dont feel alive. but i feel in love again.. i give cresten mad props. i just hope he quits the pot shit. my ribs have hurt ever since friday.. it feels like theyre broken. but i know theyre just bruised.. bruises go away. unlike scars. but... scars can be hidden for the most part.. with make up. i like to think of myself as recovering. rehersal starts tomorrow.. now i can channel my acting out on stage. mostly. ah well 27 page chemistry outline is calling my name. hasta luego. Redeemed0125 [8:38 PM]: I feel like a pampered brat sometimes drew feels like a pampered brat.. lol pampered...