yeah. i think that if i were famous.. which i will be someday. id be like mr. reeves. or mr. depp. yeah. deffinetly depp. so. im a little kid with teen angst eh? ......soooo? it happens alright, .... bitch. im not gonna deny it. all these feelings all the time suck. suck suck suck. and really. who is anyone to blame me? im sure those of you who are down to earth and cool know what im talking about. i mean you just cant help feeling like shit sometimes. ah. yes... i wanna conform. make my dream to live in the vast grassyards of Suburbia. to have two kids.. a boy and a girl. and drive a sport utility vehicle.. which i will never use for any sport of any kind other than to see how quickly i can get my kids to soccer practice on time. why? why should that be my dream? tell me one fucking good reason. i dare you. why am i even talking about that? i guess cuz it pisses me off how.. we .. think that a tshirt.. just cuz its worn once .. maybe even just around the house.. is drity. what? veronica! stop stealing the words from songs. oh. so now im talking to myself. ah well. fuck that. i dont care. im crazy. damn near insane. but i like it. i mean. Tim Burton. is. my. hero. im tired of being told what i should feel is a dream. for example. im sick of everyone telling me that im gonna be a pretty girl. durh. i already am. but.. for say. i dont want to be?. now there in poses a problem. i couldnt very well go to a plastic surgeon and tell him to "doctor, please, fuck up my face!" no. they wouldnt allow that. see.. the general populas WANTS to be pretty. but .. that in itself is so damn ugly. ....anyhow. i have a problem with capitalizing the word "I". you know? like when youre talking about yourself. I did this. I did that. i.. myself.. dont like to capitalize it. for one.. fact. im lazy. for two. to me its almost a form of arrogance. why should I be capitalized when you is put down small style? ah ha! so.. its engraned in us from childhood to put ourselves above others. mahahaha. oh. if youre reading this, you probably think im stoned as fuck right? wrong! oh yeah im completely sober.. in fact.. looking at a journey's catalog trying to decide if i want the heartagram adios. yes. ive come to a decision. i want them. well. i dont know what this majig was all about. but im sure i had fun dumping it out all over the keyboard making my fingers dance from letter to letter. ...... no but serriously. im curious. who actually reads this?