hmmm lalala! good day. good day! ahhh how at home i feel now that it is warm and summer awaits to spring out at me from around the corner! its all so alive! i finally feel so ALIVE again! except for the sickness. my chest is still tight. its hard to breathe sometimes. but it will go away. if not. well that will be sad now wont it? one thing i am angry about, however, is this kid. or well all these kids. i know this freshman. hes really cool, but lol lately hes been wearing eyeliner to school and it seems like hes pulling a green day look. but hes really cool to talk to. well stupid kids, who just dont care what someone is like on the inside... they sat there today in spanish talking. saying who wants to help me beat his ass? and shit. just because he put on eyeliner. just because hes different. just because he wears black shirts and blue jeans and skate shoes and has 4 inch long spikey hair. they talked about him all period. they know nothing about him. and yet still. they just came up with more and more to hate him for. i was so angry. i wanted to stand up. i wanted to shout "shut the fuck up!!!" right in each in every one of their faces. no my immensely stupid friends. hes just DIFFERENT. he wants to be. hes not calling for attention. hes not trying to "copy good charlotte" fuck them. theyre sellouts anyways. he just wants people to like him for WHO HE IS. what is your guys's deals!??? can you just not accept? just cuz someone is different we have to beat their asses and call them gay fags?? dear god, you guys must be ignorant!!! and what makes me sad is.... most of you will never change.