ooooh. so apparently YOURE the one wanting to maybe break up with ME. ah i get it. cuz you have SOOO MANY FUCKING reasons. this is ridiculous. this is the way it was before you fucking left me the first time. only now, im not gonna beg for your ass back. damnit boy, i fucking love you. and youre fucking throwing everything away for a fuckin good time and some drugs. youre A MOTHER FUCKING JACKASS. you treat me like shit. and quite frankly, i just might leave your ass for Kyle anyways. at least he fucking cares. hes sweet. cute. fun. all that good shit. but hell. damnit. im sick of crying about you! stop it! just stop you asshole! youre not proving a fucking point! ok?!! and you SHAVED YOUR HAIR OFF?!?!?! DO YOU KNOW how STUPID you look like that?! fine you fuck up. do it. just do it. ill try not to fucking care anymore. the thing that i dont understand is how we were so good last monday. *extremely sarcastic voice* "i love you veronica koester, always and forever" ring a bell?! bullshit. you fucking love drugs. thats what. not me. im only second priority i just dont get it. fucking explain it to me.