umm well im getting irritated with the whole kyle worrying shit. really. i cant blame him for worrying. honestly. but. i feel the need to explain something. i was ATTRACTED to kasey. not. DATING kasey. NOT FUCKING kasey. ATTRACTED TO. now. with this said. i must also explain that. i NEVER cheated on kyle with kasey. so fuck you bullshitters who feel this need to make it sound like i did. i never kissed him, never did anything more than hang out with. i liked him a lot. hes a close friend. he knows much about what goes on between me and kyle. i dont call him. he doesnt call me. i barely talk to him anymore. just for kyle's sake. i try not to make him worry it just pisses me off so much to know that everyone makes it so much larger than it was. they act like i was pretty much fucking kasey while with kyle. i wasnt. we exchanged a few words. and.. i started feeling like it was going too far between us. so. i was gonna talk to him about it. and thats when kyle found out. but. shit. shut the fuck up about me cheating on kyle. honestly. *sigh* dont ask what brought this about. ive just been brooding on it for a long time. everyone always seems to want kyle's story but never gets mine. they never talk to me about it. id rather it just have stayed between me and kyle. but fuck that. its just im sick of people just going by one story and making their own shit up. im sorry i made a fucking mistake for being attracted to someone else. but we all have out fucking faults. so i throw up a welcoming middle finger at you assholes. ...... i know that a lot of people dont read this anymore anyways. this is going to do squat of good. but. this is just what i want to say to everyone. stop fucking tracking me. stop following my steps and checking my messages. how would you like it, if i did that shit to you every time you made a mistake on something? quit jumping to conclusions and fuck off. im too busy to deal with bullshit from my friends. theyre all a bunch of fucking backstabbers ne ways. .... garr!