ive got a new paul. i was wondering why i smelled coconut rum... its all over my pants from last night. oh yeah, my new paul is Michael Frey. its agreed. i think... i dunno.. its weird... i havent known him forever, but were like.. best friends sorta already. him and dan and mike. last night i was at the breaking point. i was gonna go to the shop with Neeley and hang out with Mike and Keegan. but i got a call from cresten's mom that changed my mood. frey and i were texting and i told him that i was pretty upset. so he told me he was gonna pick me up and bring me in good company. lol i remember talkin to Frey all night. and Kyle Bergman was there... who i thought hated me.. but has really fond memories of me helping him out when he was dating megan. he almost seemed like he was really happy to see me again. you know when you have a friend and you guys just kinda drift and you wonder about them a lot.. and then you see them and talk to them agian.... it was like that. but. i ended up sleepin on Frey's bed. i wasnt intending on spending the night, but i passed out... yeah. andi guess Frey and Kyle were watchin me or whatever cuz they were sittin there haning out the window talking about me.. and frey said that im the cutest easiest drunk to take care of. kyle agreed and kinda looked over at me... and then said.. yeah she helped me alot with megan. and he mentioned that fact all night. i didnt know what i had done meant that much to him. im lookin foreward to another night like that. Frey's gonna talk to laura today. i talked to cresten. so well see how that goes with him. im pretty damn tired. i didnt get home till 7 this morning. i passed out about 1 tho.