*gasp* i havent updated for a total of three days!!?? im crazy i swear!!.. lol. well my birtday was crap. i mean well yeah it was fun. but i think everyone made a bigger deal about me being 16 than i did. its gonna take some getting used to. it took me a while to get used to cresten being 18. oh well. anyways got the Kaiser Chiefs, Hot Hot Heat, and Louis XIV and two more jackets and a rug.. oh and 160 dollars... so i guess its not a bad load for a b-day. ne ways on to the more important. Frey is the greatest. thats that. allison said she loved me more than anna today. (yes!) i love dan mitchell. Frey fixed my ceramic lizzard today... thats why hes the greatest. i love dan mitchell because hes... dan mitchell. well woot. theres so much SHIT to do. like... clean my room, do more notecards, look up more sources, do algebra, do chemistry... the last two i probably wont do.. because im sacrificing everything else for this goddamned research paper... which is actually quite entertaining since its on the methods of execution. my favorite is the one where they tie you down and slit you at your wirsts and ankles. its supposed to be mentally disstressing because they place buckets for the blood to drip in. you can supposedly hear the blood driping in until you die... creeeeeepy. and poetic. i was thinking earlier about... cresten and I's breakup. a month or so ago. wow. speaking of which.. it reminds me of lempy... durh. cuz he always said that all hell would break loose if cresten and i broke up. but we got back together.. and all hell still broke loose. apparently hes in jail right now. id tell you about it but it makes me sad. and zach has a girlfriend now. named JENNA or some shit. im actually slightly jealous. not cuz i want him... but because its never gonna be "the guys" anymore. its gonna be "zach and jenna" and "kevin veronica,and pat" will be left to go make stupid and play pool. without zach. oh well. his problems are hers now. he wont be calling me to talk about em ne more. which is... in effect.. a sort of relief... but also.. saddening, cuz... i miss it. oh well. things change. people change. I change. once again... you just got to deal.