heh. my english teacher got arrested for partonizing a prostitute. heh. about this. this is my week. woot. and im kinda happy about that. i kinda.. feel.. free. for a while. to do what I need. oh and i know what im gonna do. well tonight anyways. i know. dont ask questions!!! haha. he said it was like rehearsing a movie script yesterday on the river talking about all this. and that makes me think.. yeah the drama flows in my blood. no no not relationship he said she said drama. the actor drama. cuz.. it really was my fault for getting up and walking around the railing. and yeah all the stupid things i do. cuz really.. my life is the best movie ive ever seen and its playing out right before me and wow do i have a good seat. but it did. and hey. wow. i didnt dream last night i was really effed up though. i went 24 hours straight on 2 hours sleep yesterday. and so everytime i closed my eyes id see some really messed up shit. oh but here i am. dancing laughing playing like a child. all happy again for no utter reason. when i really should blow my brains out. but hell i dont care anymore. i just got touched with a sipirit the spirit ive been looking for. and whoa. i make no sense. oh but who cares?! hahahha.