i joke











come on





i care not for anything








well n ot real
ly








anyways

how you doing
?
what in the world
?!?












im drunk now
good
yea really
its 435
i not make it pass
9
ahhahaha
a
ha
h
ah
ha
a
ah

anyways


yea my ear hurts

i think i kick my brothers ass last night

he fucked stuff up for me


ahahha
aah








i dont know

ill make movie about stuff
my friend is suppose to come over in a bit
hes the one i make it with


wish u could be in it
but no



yea
so whats going on with you?
wow














your weird
!
anyways.....

















what you up to


???
lol oh ok

hmm i didnt even know there was a message in that song lol ill try and find it dount i will but lol its worth a try and if its in german, i dont think im going to find it lol.
yeah i understand and thanks for telling me tiem is going away adn i have so many priblems anow the furture must b grand..
yeah but what happens when you have the same prolem for a really long ass tiem and it just doesnt go away??
yea you should find happiness
what ever that means
?









i lost my glasses

that makes me sad
really sad



like its the second time and they cost like 5 hundred money and im sad

i hope when my brother gets back i find them
but who knows
i dont









anyways
dont go back to the first one
!
learn from mistakes
Franz Ferdinand is pretti cool if i must say so myself:)
well i really like this guy josh and e went out for like 4 months but he dumped and like on and off he treats me liek crapp and i dotn get it..and liek i try my hardest to just liek b his friend and we are but liek ..theys a wierdness and liek it wont go away and liek ic ant stop lieking him i liekd him for liek almopst a year and liek when i go out with other peopel i cant even stay goin out wit them cuzz i still have feelings for josh
I tried tlakin to josh like a few days ago but he has liek anger mangment or sumthing and he started yelling at me and he made me so sad i cried..i liek cant get over and it is really sad and liek he said this stuff that made me feel like sick rigth away and i wanted to die rigth there rigth in front of him i liek burst out into tears and ran away..adn liek the whole rest of the day we were fighting or sum how he was mad at me n it just got worse
i dont know wut to do about the old flame thing cuz i heard from his bro that he was gunna ask me out..omg i was soo pissed some1 stole my franz cd it sucked major anus lol