ok my nerves are officially shot. one more thing and ill snap. im almost to the point of not functioning correctly. today. it was ok this morning. mom and i were gonna go in town and spend the day together. yay. well we went and i got my cell phone...and i was pretty happy.. and then on our way to the mall.. we had to stop on morgan behind an astro van. well the guy behind us stopped, but the guy behind him , being a retard... slams in to one guy, who slams into us, and we slam into the van. so i break down. i cant handle that. and i just start crying right off. it wasnt a deadly accident but i didnt need it. well we pulled into a parking lot to wait for the poliece, and lo and be hold mr.dumbass with a truck bed full of 2x4s pulls out and they all fall on the road.. causing ...another accident! this time a three car fender bender. so yeah i was freaking out by then. but we got that situated. i went to the mall. got my prom shoes and thought itd be ok cuz i get to see cresten tonight. but on our way home... we almost got into another wreck. some idiot basically cut us off on the inter state and slammed on his breaks to turn like 200 feet after cutting us off. fuck that. i just stared out the window the whole way home. so now my nerves are shot, i have no voice, and ive got whiplash. im going to crestens show here in bout 45. so. yeah i almost died today. but thats cool cuz it was a wake up call. im sorry cresten thats what im getting at. sorry for everything. lifes too short to sit here and bitch about growing up, and pot, and not calling me for a fucking week. cresten i love you. thats all. ok. so it took a big thud and a hit on the head to realize it. but yeah thats where i was geting at with today. im really probably just jibbering uncontorrlably cuz im really shook up over it. but yeah. thats it.