so yeah... im thinking again.. like usual...it never stops... i kinda wanted to talk to drew... but i didnt figure hed be on this late ne ways... were starting to watch the left behind series in youth group.. i dont know why.. well i do.. but the movies fuck with me so bad... its like going with and against everything i believe in at the same time... actually how do i know i believe in anything?............ it kinda reminds me of the part in a modest mouse song where they say "and we were so pleased with our selves for using so many verbs and nouns... but we were still all ... dumb dumb dumber than the dirt dirt dirt on the ground" really.. and these lyrics from Cake "and we think that were important. and we think that we make sense. and we think theres something better on the other sid of this fence. but you know.. youll always be waiting on somebody else..." *sigh* sometimes... i wonder... why i wonder.